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Thursday, January 06, 2005
Its almost 4.30 am.drinking coffe make me cannot sleep..Tiba2 teringat pasal bencana Tsunami yang melanda Mlalaysia(khususnya P.Pinang) baru2 ni...cuba kita kaitkan dengan Surah Al-Zalzalah
DENGAN NAMA ALLAH YANG MAHA PEMURAH LAGI MAHA MENGASIHAN
Apabila bumi digoncangkan dengan gegaran yang amat dahsyat..
dan bumi telah mengeluarkan beban2 berat yang dikandungnya
dan manusia bertanya'mengapa bumi'?(jadi begini)
pada hari itu bumi menceritakan beritanya
kerana sesungguhnya tuhanmu telah memerintahkan(yang sedemikian itu)kepadanya
pada hari itu manusia keluar dari kuburnya dalam keadaan yang bermacam,supaya diperlihatkan kepada mereka (balasan)pekerjaan mereka
barangsiapa mengerjakan kebajikan seberat dzarrah pun,nescaya dia akan melihat (balasan)nya
Dan barangsiapa yang mengerjakan kejahatan seberat dzarrah pun,nescaya dia akan melihat (balasan)nya pula
BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM...macam manalah keadaannya bila bumi digoncangkan dengan dahsyat ye?sedangkan Tsunami yang melanda baru2 ni,baru je pergerakan kecil plat2 bumi...lebih kurang 14,000 yang mati...INNALILLAH..mayat2 bergelimpangan..sampai ada antara mereka tak boleh di cam even oleh ahli keluarga sendiri...Tsunami berlaku secara tiba2 aje...tanpa sesiapa pun menyangka..semua jadi bingung dan macam tak percaya...sekali air bah....segala2 nya berubah..di Acheh...macam dah jadi padang jarak padang tekukur...malah penduduk kat situ sendiri tak tahu yang mana sempadan tanah mereka...macam tu jugak bila kiamat nak berlaku...bila2 pun boleh berlaku....soalnya kita ni...dah bersedia ke?sekarang ni,Tsunami...bolehla hantar bantuan2 kemanusiaan...itupun bagi negara2 yang prihatin dan simpati nak tolong...kiamat nanti??
siapa yang nak hantar bantuan kemanusiaan?ade ke US nak hantar signal bagitau yang kiamat dah nak berlaku?sedangkan Tsunami yang kecil ni pun tak dapat nak detect...dan buat preparation yang patut..ini pulak kiamat yang maha hebat..betapa kerdilnya kita di sisi tuhan....semua orang pun selamatkan diri sendiri...ada antara kita pulak,diri sendiri pun tak dapat diselamatkan,macam mana nak selamatkan orang lain....?Seelok2nya,kita buat preparation...sentiasa bersedia..semoga ALLAH sentiasa di sisi kita...aamin
Posted at 12:52 pm by farrahannan
To gain CHARACTER,i lose EGO
To gain INTEGRITY,i lose DISHONESTY
Yo gain STRENGTH,i lose FEAR
To gain COMPASSION,i lose DISSAPPOINTMENT
To gain DICIPLINE,i lose WILLFULLNESS
To gain EQUALITY,i lose SEPARATION
To gain APPRECIATION,i lose RESENTMENT
To gain ENTHUSIASM,i lose HOSTILITY
To gain TENDERNESS,i lose RIGIDITY
To gain BOLDNESS, i lose BITTERNESS
To gain GENEROSITY,i lose SELFISHNESS
To gain OPTIMISM,i lose INADEQUACY
To gain EXCITEMENT,i lose EMBARRASEMENT
To gain GRATITUDE,i lose GREED
T o gain LOVE,i lose IGNORANCE
CUT THE LOSSES AND LET CELEBRATE THE GAINS!!!!...
Posted at 11:04 am by farrahannan
HATE VS LUV
I HATE the feelings of loneliness
I HATE when i've been dumped and rejected
I HATE when i have to make desicion in my life
I HATE when i suffer a dissappointment
I HATE wasting my money
I HATE losing someone that i luved in my life
I HATE when my mood swings
I HATE taxi and guard in rizuan
I HATE to be betrayed
I HATE tears
I HATE fears
I HATE acne
I HATE when somewhere in my life i lose MYSELF
I LUV enjoyment and excitement
I LUV being happy at all time
I LUV good reputation
I LUV friendship
I LUV beauty
I LUV my room
I LUV my desk...my bed...my blanket...my radio...my novels...
I LUV SLEEPING!!!!......HUH...I'M SOOOO TIRED.I WANT 2 SLEEP!!!BYEEEEE...
Posted at 10:20 am by farrahannan
How far someone have to goto be considered 'COOL'?
How COOL we have to be just to have a little fun?if we go to steal something in the mall,where the cameras everywhere and there are signs anywhere that warn us against shoplifting,will we do such the things?just to be considered COOL by our peers? Then, if we are arrested by the police and be in court, put our parents into troubles...how COOL and fun it is?
COOL is NOT being brave in making TROUBLES!!It's hard to do the right things when when it seems everyone around us is rewarded for doing something outrageous...the true test of character is doing the right things even when no one else is looking.We have to be strong..tell ourself that if the little voice inside our heart tells it is wrong, it probably is.THINK...THINK...and THINK...before we act.We can be COOL but not to jeopardize our reputation or good name to do it..
Posted at 09:59 am by farrahannan
Kata2 ni,classmate aku bagi masa eid-milad (dalam bahasa melayunya birthday)-sebab nenek kita pun sekarang sebut burfday walopun cam pelat2 sket....=)
renungilah dengan mata hati...
AQAL setipis rambut, tebalkan dengan ILMU
HATI serapuh kaca, kuatkan degan IMAN
PERASAAN selembut sutera,hiasilah dengan AKHLAQ..
keep the GOODS ,change the BADS
Then ALLAH will always be wif us...INSYAALLAH~~~~
Posted at 09:37 am by farrahannan
If someone wants to love us, let she /he loves us for who we're.. or else, LEAVE him/her!
We cannot change ourself to be what people want us to be because we are ourself.
We cannot please them by being someone that we did not know...or else, no one will please us..including ourself.
Please ourself first because that is the biggest accomplishment ever....LOVE OURSELF..BE HAPPY OF OURSELF...BECAUSE OF WHO WE ARE...
Posted at 09:28 am by farrahannan
R u KILLing uRs3lf OnLY 2 L0okS PERFECT??
Have u ever concerned on how u look?what people think of u? Are you too TALL...or too SHORT?too FAT? too BIG at some parts and it make tou look sooo CLUMSY??? if u sais you don't, you are telling lies....anyway,you better be more careful on what you're thinking because you may suffer from ANEROXIA NERVOSA or BULIMIA NERVOSA..diseases which are common 2 be found among teenagers.
Aneroxia and Bulimia are common in a way..they are eating disorder which when a person looks in the mirror,he or she believed that they will be better liked or accepted only if their body is different- maybe taller, shorter,skinnier,or stuff like that.They think that others didn't accept them because of the way they look.So, they will try as possible as they can in any possible ways that they think can changed the shape of their body...
At first, an eating disorder may start as simply as desiring to maintain or lose weight but when this practise continue,it may develope into a disease which can be either bulimia or aneroxia.
They only difference between these 2 diseases is that 4 an aneroxic, they limit the amount of food that they eat, whereas for bulimic, they will eat much food but then throwing up because of guilt.
Basically and however,both are very dangerous because both prevent the body from getting enough nutrition they need which are important to sustain good health..
In the terminal stages,both can cause death without treatment...
Many TEENS sincerely believes that body images is the primary criteria to be seen as 'COOL' and for being accepted by others...
BEWARE GUYS...EATING DISORDER ARE NOT 'JUST A GIRL THING'....
Guys also suffer from it in a way that they want to built their MUSCLE to gain better acceptance or popularity with peers....or to gain ATTENTION ~if not AFFLECTION~ at a certain special girls...
THINNER IS THE WINNER
This is a little bit story of a girl who suffer from Aneroxia.....
She was desperate of being THIN and SKINNY and to look PERFECT...She thought when no one asked her for dance and when particular sumone didn't choose her for a friend,it was because she did not measure up..
Being frustated made she became upset...through everyday she cannot control herself until the day she almost eat NOTHING!!!....SHE GONE CRAZY ABOUT DIETING....imagine that!!
Once she had chicken pox,she was happy because she can barely eat..---which means that she is not gaining any weight.And she even cut herself when she felt frustrated because the blood make she forget the FRUSTRATION and her DEPPRESSION would cease..although in reality only for 10 minutes.....
THE LESSONS HERE ARE...We still can be happy without being perfect...learning the self-worth is NOT about gainingthe APPROVAL of others but of striving to do one's best in life...and feeling GRATEFUL and CONTENT about that...we can improve ourselves but never at the risk of well-being...
CARE ABOUT OURSELVES....LOVE OURSELVES....A LOT
Posted at 09:17 am by farrahannan
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
We will know P3ACE when we put CONFIDENCE in our prayer...
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DEAR ALLAH..
REMIND ME THAT YOU PRESENT WHEREVER I AM....OPEN MY EYES THAT I MAY SEE YOU...OPEN MY EARS THAT I MAY HEAR YOU..OPEN MY SOUL THAT I MAY FEEL YOUR PRESENCE IN A WAY THAT ENLIVENS THE TRUTH OF WHO I AM...OPEN MY HEART SO THAT I MAY FEEL,KNOW AND EXPRESS UR LOVE IN EVERY SITUATION AND IN EVERY CIRCUMSTANCES...OPEN MY LIFE AND READ ME LIKE A BOOK...IF THERE IS A CHAPTER,A PAGE OR A VERSE IN MY LIFE THAT DOES NOT SERVE YOU ON UR PURPOSE 4 MY LIFE,ERASE IT...
ALLAH,I GIVE MYSELF 2 YOU AS A LOVING OFFERING...MAY I ALWAYS RECOGNISE THE WAYS IN WHICH U ARE LOVING ME...MAY I ALWAYS BE AN EXPRESSION OF YOUR TRUTH...AND YOUR LOVE..MAY I ALWAYS ACT UPON YOUR WISDOM...MAY I ALWAYS BRING THE ENERGY OF YOUR SPIRIT INTO EVERY SITUATION SO THAT YOU CAN TOUCH THE HEARTS AND MINDS OF MANY PEOPLE
OH DEAR ALLAH...I OPEN MYSELF TO YOU..MAY I BE FILLED WIF THE LIGHT OF YOUR PRESENCE..MAY I BE FILLED WIF THE POWER OF YOUR TRUTH...MAY I LIVE UP THE FAITH YOU HAVE IN ME...MAY I FULFILLED THE PURPOSE YOU HAVE ETCHED INTO ME...MAY I LEARN TO DEPEND UON,RELY UPON AND TRUST YOU...IN EVERY ASPECTS OF LIFE YOU HAVE ENTRUSTED TO ME...MAY MY LIFE BE A SHINING EXAMPLE OF YOUR WISDOM AND GLORY...MAY I DIGNIFY YOUR PRESENCE IN ME AND IN MY LIFE BY LIVING THE PRINCIPLE OF YOUR LOVE
THANK YOU ALLAH...FOR I KNOW THAT AS I ASK..YOU ANSWER..FOR ALL I HAVE RECEIVED AND ALL THAT IS YET TO COME...I AM SO VERY GRATEFUL
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Posted at 08:57 pm by farrahannan
Listen with ur heart....
WHEN I'M HURTING
It's easier for you to walk away, than it is for you to reach out to me.
It's easier for you to look away, than it is for you to see the depth of my despair.
It's easier for you to look through me, than it is for you to see "me."
It's easier for you to distance yourself, than it is for you to really care.
It's easier for you to hear, than it is for you to listen.It's easier for you to bask in your joy, than it is for you to feel my pain.
It's easier for you to bewilder at my mysteries, than it is for you to probe deeply into the depths of my soul.
It's easier for me to look away, than it is to let you see the feelings betrayed through my eyes.
It's easier for me to cry, than it is for me to talk.
It's easier for me to walk alone, than it is to risk rejection.
It's easier for me to push you away, than it is for me to be held.
It's easier for me to distance myself, than it is to trust that you won´t hurt me.
It's easier for me to die, than it is for me to face life's challenges.
It's hard for me to smile when I am hurting.
It's hard for me to talk when you won't understand.
It's hard for me to reach out when I need help the most.
If only you'd really look at me and see who I am.
If only you cared enough to reach out when I push you away.
If only you'd hold me, without asking why.
If only you'd acknowledge the validity of my feelings.
It's easier for you to judge, than it is for you to understand.
It's easier for you to label, than it is to get acquainted.
But it's the easy roads that are most often taken.
And so I hurt alone.
dis poem i took from my housemate's blog.. childofthelight.blogdrive.com..i like this poem..so i paste it into mine..
Posted at 06:21 pm by farrahannan
Apa perasaan bila dapat mak tiri ye?suka ke?gembira ke?benci ke?entahla...aku pun tak tau nak tafsirkan...lepas ayah aku kahwin lain,rasanya aku tak pernah redha...sedar tak sedar,sebenarnya perasaan tu lah yang membelenggu hidup aku selama ni...YA ALLAH..AMPUNKAN DOSAKU..lama kelamaan,aku dapat terima..aku pujuk diri aku supaya tidak mementingkan diri..seorang perempuan diciptakan untuk seorang lelaki...begitulah sebaliknya...lagipun...bukannya aku tinggal dengan diorang..aku tinggal dengan mak aku..
tapi,sekarang mak pulak yang nak kawin lain...dapat ayah tiri ke?tak payah la...aku tak rasa aku memerlukan seorang ayah...trauma..takut sejarah lama berulang kembali...aku dah selesa dengan hidup aku...
itulah yang aku rasa ketika itu...sebelum mak aku kahwin,rupa ayah tiri aku pun aku tak tau macam mana...tapi..setiap dugaan,ada hikmah di sebaliknya..ALLAH tak akan turunkan ujian kalau hambanya tak layak untuk diuji...aku insan pilihan...aku gembira kerana diuji..
kuatkan hati..tingkatkan iman..banyakkan bersabar...batapa mulianya darjat orang yang bersabar di sisi ALLAH swt.
berlari aku mengejar...menghimpun kekuatan..bersama hambatan waktu..yang kian di mamah kekalutan..ditemani hujan basah..aku resah..mampukah aku menggapai sejuring warna pelangi..yang kian pudar..aku sedar..
perlukah aku meneruskan perjalanan..mencari sang pelangi yang kujulang..kian hilang..akukah yang terlewat..atau tersesat?..memburu hakikat..sarat berselirat..
terhenti nafasku..sesak dadaku..tidak sanggup lagi untukku meneruskan langkah goyah..lalu kukunci mati..mengharap realiti..yang mungkin tak pasti..tetap ku relai..
AKU ADALAH HIDUPKU
ingin aku bersendiri
menikmati hidup yang kian sepi
bersama igauan mimpi fantasi
yang tak pernah mengguris hati
tak terungkap bicara di hati
tak tergambar apa kan mendatangi
segalanya kosong
sukar dibayangi
kerana ianya tentuan ILAHI
ingin sekali aku mengerti
mengapa aku ditakdir begini
haruskah aku bersabar lagi
pada hidupku yang kian MATI?
Poem ni aku tulis masa aku dapat tau ayah aku nak kawin lain...masa tu awal tahun form five..bila fikir balik...kelakar pulak rasanya...jiwa remaja..asyik nak memberontak aje..tapi..ketahuilah..bila kita dah belajar menerima semuanya...benda tu tak ada apa2 sebenarnya..semua dugaan yang menimpa sebenarnya untuk mematangkan diri kita..menguatkan hati kita..INSYAALLAH..
Posted at 06:06 pm by farrahannan
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t h i s i s m y l a t e s t p i c .. m u a h a h a
 i'm a big fan of her!haha
~here.some.short.notes.about.me~
f@R@H H@N@N iSM@iL
22nd AuGu$t 1986
J@L@N $3KOL@H @GAm@,LOnd@Ng,M@sJid T@N@H,M3L@k@
RiZu@N ConDo,PJ
end-product of Sult@n Al@m sY@h i$L@miC CoLL3g3
Curr3NTLy in T@yLoRs coLL3g3,Sbg Jy..
<.m.Y. e.M.@.I.L.>
ck_hotsoup228a@yahoo.com
ck_hotsoup228@hotmail.com
 pM14..MY claSSmaTe
enaez...me..and nieza wif vincent at da back...(sesat..muahaha)
dis pics cannot be made even bigger...otherwise they'll be blurr..sigh*=(
SUMTHIMG THAT U SHOULD KNOW BOUT ME
it takes me 5minutes to swallow a pill..sigh*
i am very gud in forgetting ways to particular place!!even from Malacca to KL too~sigh* again=p
i am addicted to choc n cofee (both started wif c-so wut?ahaha)..luckily no in the'drug dependent stage'..heh
i buy pirate cd..hehe..its CHEAP!!really..
i can spend the whole day in mph,reading magazine n storybooks..
i like comics sooo much.i can skip meal only 2 finish reading it.
i can fell sick if i miss sumone so much esp my mum/dad/family..n also my bedroom..
i have eating disorder whenever i went back to my hometown..i will eat a lot!! really!sigh*
i believe in gud attitude n behavior
i have a big'one piece 'poster on my desk
i can cook!!really!but only simple one maa..haha
i can spend the whole day/night in front of the computer..whoa~
.F.A.V. Q.U.O.T.3.S.
SuCce$$ bY gr3@aT m3n r3@ched and k3pT..
WhEn th3ir coMp@NioN sl3ep,tH3y weRe toiLinG upW@rDs in tH3 niGhT=)
DaRe to dR3@M n m@Ke it coMeS tRUe..Do Wh@Tever it t@kes
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